Thursday, May 11, 2006

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:07 PM

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Friday, May 05, 2006

suatu petang di petaling street(PS)... seorang anak BUGIS sibuk membeli belah.. sedutan dari salah satu adegan ranjau.....

Anak Bugis: Brother.. ini kasut brapa lu bleh kasi?
Ah Beng PS: alah.. kira cincai2 saja lah.. lu pilih saja.. nanti saya kasi mulah2 lah...
Anak Bugis: Takmau ni mcm ar brother.. lu kasi bilang dia punya harga ar.. saya tgk budget saya
Ah Beng PS: ok lah.. lu gua punya 1st customer, gua kasi lu 50 saja lar... ni barang baru woo...
Anak Bugis: oh... tu mcm ar.. takpa lah.. saya pusing2 dulu.. nanti saya datang balik...
Ah Beng PS: ok lah brother... gua kasi 30... ok?
Anak Bugis: takpa2... nanti saya datang balik...
Ah Beng PS: ok brother... lu bilang brapa lu mau..
Anak Bugis: kalau lu kasi 10 ringgit, gua amek skrg...
Ah Beng PS: &^%&*^%..... lu ingat ni apa? 10 linggit?!!! duit sewa pon takda lepas wooo... ni harga lu pigi, mana2 pon takda kasi....
Anak Bugis: lu juga kata suruh letak harga... nasib baik gua tak minta FREE...




ni baru satu part jer... nanti aku citer kan pasal budak s'pore tak reti nak masok kan tix time naik LRT... maklum lah.. dah selalu sgt pakai EZlink sampai lupa mcm mana nak masok kan card LRT... nanti gua upload gambar skali ar...

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 12:29 AM

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Monday, April 10, 2006

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 10:14 AM

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Apa guna ada kan BENDA TU kalau dah tau saper menang?!

MELAYU AKAN TETAP MELAYU... Tu yg aku tak faham...

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 1:24 AM

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Monday, April 03, 2006

guys!!!!!!!!!!

guess wat... wen i open my mailbox earlier, i got an letter saying that i've won myself a holiday package to an island resort... *whoa* on top of that, the 3 meals plus supper will be provided.. isnt that great?!

furthermore my friends who have been to that trip said it was memorable one.. the itinerary sounds great...

• Ghost Hunting
• Camp Fire
• Free snooker ling lesson
• Jungle tracking
• Free hair cut
• Singing classes by professionals
• Slimming session.. (money back guarantee)

the list is quite long so i'll stop the list here.. anyway, my trip gonna last ard 3 mths.. gonna miss home n u guys... but looking at the bright side, i looking forward to the resort trip...

i'm going tekong island GOLF resort and spa.. (Gentlement Only... Ladies Forbidden)

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 10:45 PM

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

exactly 3 mths since my last post!! whoa!! so long nvr update.. actually been busy wif life.. dun bother to blog cos nothing really interesting to write up. even if there is things happened, most of it is personal.. damn personal.. dun wish to tell ppl out there..

anyway, if any of u happened to order pizza frm pizza hut.. call for me aight, i'll give u great discount.. shh!! haha.. juz say my name..

say my name, say my name..

lame kai.. lame!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 9:37 PM

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Thursday, December 22, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:16 PM

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

pernah tak korang tuduh2 org sebelum periksa cerita yg sebenarnyer? kirakan mcm citer hang tuah kena busted ar.. then ada ke sultan sort tu tak check main suruh pancung org? dia ingat hang tuah tu nyamuk kaper.. main bunuh2 sembarang.. takda otak nyer org! haahaha.. ni example jer..

tapi aku tak leh accept is the fact that alot of us including me and u suka nah tuduh2 org tanpa usul periksa. takda niat nak perli2 org kaper.. tapi betul per apa aku ckp. aku sendiri pon kadang2 mcm tu.. tapi bila fikir balik apasal aku main tuduh2 org tu time sometimes is because tgh bingit. mcm matae tak call lar.. last min best fren tak jadi kuar ar...

satu example yg aku leh ingat is when satu hari tu kwn baik aku janji nak pi tgk wayang ngan aku. last min lak dia tak jadi.. biasa ar.. time tu punya lah bingit sampai tak berbual ngan dia lama nah.. tapi bila dah settle baru tau ekceli dia terpaksa last min tak kuar ngan aku pasal nenek dia masok ospital.. aku nye rasa bersalah sampai hari ni kalau ada benda2 mcm nie terjadi, aku takkan terus tuduh. instead aku prefer to let the other party to explain b4 aku nak betul2 explode.

seriously a FRIEND takkan sampai hati nak buih member sendiri per.. and us as the person yg kena buih pon kena lah bersabar sikit.. kasi dorang explain apa jadi.. kalau dia diam, kita amek lah initiative utk tanya... after all kita kan members.. tak baik ada perasaan buruk sesama sendiri. so saper2 yg tgh ada conflict ngan matae ke, kwn baik ke, biggest enemy, parents ke.. korang try ar solve baik2.. jgn ikot rasa hati tulis2 pat blog jer.. takkan nak suruh satu dunia ko ngan matae ko ada proble. ko ngan kwn baik ko nt in good term ke.. apa2 ar.. so gi amek hp kat dlm pocket tu, dial number dorang and talk tings out.. i'm sure things going to get much better after u pressed "end" button... k chiow!

p/s: aku tgh sedih seh skrg.. kucing aku ikot kucing comot.. tak cukup handsome ke aku nie.. skrg aku tgh takda member nak ajak tido sama2.. :(

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:18 PM

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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Honey,
if love comes in colors,
I choose blue,
if love comes in flowers,
I'll choose rose,
if love comes in songs,
I'll think of choosing blues,
But if love should come in human beings,
I'll definitely not think twice before
I'll choice you!
because.....You are my choice

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 10:28 PM

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

to Love or to be Loved..
the Choice is Yours..
but Never Regret..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 4:38 PM

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

i was browsing through youtube.com when i came across a interesting video clip.. 5 ladies (i dunno if i use the correct word for some of them. ahakz...) were interview bout their opinions on tudung and aurat. i noe this gonna be a sensitif issue to some of u reading but still i feel that there is certain degree of truth in what these peeps said.. enjoy k.. dun sue me..!! :)
P/S: pause my juke box first..

Firman Allah bermaksud: "Dan katakan kepada perempuan-perempuan yang beriman, supaya mereka menahan sebahagian penglihatan, memelihara kehormatannya dan tiada memperlihatkan perhiasannya (tubuhnya) selain daripada yang nyata (mesti terbuka daripada bahagian badannya yang sangat perlu dalam pekerjaan sehari-hari, seperti mukanya dan tapak tangan). Dan hendaklah mereka sampaikan kudungnya ke leher (tutup kepalanya sampai ke leher dan dadanya), dan tiada memperlihatkan perhiasannya (tubuhnya), kecuali kepada suaminya, bapanya, bapa suaminya, anak-anaknya, anak-anak suaminya, saudara-saudaranya, anak-anak saudara lelaki, anak-anak saudara perempuannya, sesama perempuan Islam, hamba sahaya kepunyaannya, lelaki yang menjalankan kewajibannya tetapi tidak mempunyai keinginan (terhadap perempuan - umpamanya pelayan-pelayan lelaki yang sudah tua dan tiada lagi mempunyai keinginan kepada perempuan) dan kanak-kanak yang belum mempunyai pengertian kepada aurat perempuan. Dan janganlah mereka pukulkan kakinya, supaya diketahui orang perhiasannya yang tersembunyi (misalnya melangkah dengan cara yang menyebabkan betisnya terbuka atau perhiasan seperti gelang/rantai kakinya nampak). Dan taubatlah kamu semuanya kepada Allah, hai orang yang beriman, supaya kamu beruntung." (Surah an-Nur, ayat 31)

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 9:22 PM

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harlow..........!! i'm bored so i just do some survey frm blogthings.com and gonna post them here aight?! hehe..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Are A Guilty Ex

You weren't the greatest to your ex, and you admit it. And now your remorse is keeping you up at night... While feeling a little remorse is good, your guilt is preventing you from moving on

What Type of Ex Are You?

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh. You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link. You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Ok lar.. dah penat buat benda2 nie semua... take care all enjoy ur week ahead aight!! korang pon try ar.. ehhe... juz to kill time... chiow!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 7:19 PM

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Friday, November 25, 2005

last nite there is some meeting wif my mcc guys wen we discuss bout problem within our club. then idris, one of senior member touched some sensitive issue that i think i wanna share here and some that i have experience or heard of.. i'll call them POM...

Penyakit Orang-orang Melayu

1)Perasaan Hasad Dengki (PHD)

Benda ni dah selalu di perkata time kat secondary dulu. time tu my malay teacher will always nasihat kat kita2 tentang penyakit melayu dari zaman kesultanan hang tuah.. it's really sad wen u tink back org melayu ni.. in general i would say ada perasaan mcm ni... yg lebih menyedihkan bila mana PHD ni berlaku sesama sendiri.. dulu time hang tuah, di fitnah oleh karma wijaya pasal si wijaya nie jealous pat si tuah ni dapat tawan hati tun teja.. haiz.. sedih kan org tak bersalah kena fitnah sampai kena hukum bunuh..
"tu dulu kai.. skrg mana ada lagi!" u would say. tapi cuba korang fikir balik, byk example yg leh diberi utk menunjukkan these things still exist dalam zaman skrg.. kalau lah kita boleh guna kan PHD utk kebaikan kan lagi baik.. for example.. korang nampak si Ali ni bagus dalam sesuatu bidang then korang jelous tgk dia dan mau at least as good as he is.. then work hard toward the target.. kan dah ada 2 Ali kat dunia nie.. fikir2 kan lah..

2) Penyakit Malas
Yang ni tak yah tgk jauh... depan mata dah selalu nampak.. lemmi give my own example.. kat club house ni jer dah selalu nampak.. naik jer time kol 12.. komfem ramai jer tgh lepak2.. kol 1, kol 2 even kol 3... muka tu gak ada.. then bila tanya, "eh, tak gi lecture ke?" and the answer gonna be "alah.. malas ar... penat ar... ngantuk ar" korang tgk... ni semua budak2 melayu gak.. korg fikir2 kan lah eh...

3) Suka Buat kerja last Minute
Ermmm.. yg ni tak leh point finger pat semua... tapi kalau nak ikot kan ramai yg suka buat mcm nie.. betol tak? try compare ngan budak2 bangsa lain.. dorang kan kalau dapat assignment ke apa ke.. straight away start buat... KEBANYAKAN budak2 melayu kita lak, nanti ar.. esok leh start lah... alah, byk time lagi.. dan mcm2 alasan yg merepek akan digunakan..

4) Suka berpuas hati ngan sedikit kejayaan
Tak tau lak korang pernah dengar ke tak eh.. tapi aku pernah byk kali dengar. example is budak2 yg tgh amek "o" levels.. "lepas pass 'o', aku nak masok ITE/ kerja jer ar.." leceh ar masok poly/JC..." to these ppls, dah ada 'o' level dah cukup dah, tak yah nak susah2.. tapi dorang tak fikir ke pasal future.. time nak cari kerja.. yg lelaki lak time nak kasi mkn anak isteri nanti.. wen i tink my own future, i get very worried.. dont u?

5) Mak Bapa Mcm Ye Ye jer...
Yang ni selalu nyer on ibubapa. ada yg mcm tak pernah support anak dia kaper.. tak amek kisah pasal anak dia kat skolah.. bila cikgu talipon kat rumah pasal anak dia, dorang nyer answer gonna be "alah cikgu buat aja apa2 yg patut kat anak saya.. nak pukul ke, nak terajang ke.. saya dah tak suasa.." korang rasa patut tak eh.. aku tak bermaksud semua mak bapa mcm tu, tapi bila dengar cerita kwn2 aku, aku rasa simpati kat dorang.. tapi kan cuba anak dia dapat kejayaan.. let say dapat1st in class ke apa... time ni lah dorang heboh2 kat satu kampong.. "Cik Sal, Cik Sal.. yg masok tv tu anak saya lah" "Cik timah Oi! awk tau tak, anak saya dapat tempat pertama time exams tu ari.." time nie lah dorang sanjung2 anak dorang.. mengaku anak.. cuba tanya dorang apa yg dorang utk mendorong kejayaan anak dorang... komfem otak jam punya.. tak pon dorang jawab.. " alah cik siti nie.. saya kasi anak saya minum halal food booster lah"... "ye ker? mcm mana eh nak order halal food booster?" haha.. part ni lame..

apa yg aku tulis kat atas tu aku harap dijadikan panduan.. bukan maksud aku nak meremek2 kan org melayu... aku sendiri bangga sebagai seorg melayu.. tapi kerana segelintir org2 kita, kita nampak mcm mundur gitu...
tentang blogger yg tulis benda negative bout us, i tink he have the point and some of it is right bout org melayu.. harap kita jgn counter balik, ckp yg tak baik pasal bangsa lain.. jadi kan ia iktibar utk kita terus maju...

love,
kai...

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 4:56 PM

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Monday, November 21, 2005

It's so ironic..! i was asked to give her ANOTHER chance when you dun even give a me SINGLE chance to prove myself..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 9:31 PM

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yea yea!! gambar yg dinanti2 dah tiba... thanks to mr VP kita.. AYIE!!!
gempak2!! best giler!! shiok!! beraya sakan..!! apa lagi nak describe jalan2 hari saturday.. fill in the blank!!

fer the second time in 2 wks aku lambat lagi for meet up.. janji kol 10.30, kol 11 baru nak keluar rumah.. hahaha... nasib baik ar ada budak tu pon sama2 lambat ngan aku.. tak perlu nak bilang saper ar.. dia memang late-comer queen... alasan dia? kasut kena curi.. alah.. mcm citer hindustan jer dia nyer alasan....

sampai rumah ayie dalam kol 12.30.. semua dah siap2 nak jalan naik bus..

(above: they are actually taking pics wen i came in.. nampak tak mana kai? hehe..)

(above: group pic budak2 mcc yg datang... ramai nyer!!!)

so lepas semua dah selamat sampai.. kita pun berangkat ke destinasi seterus nye... wee...!! tak sabar seh!!

next house umah hidayah smile!!! mcm mana gak nyer rumah dia eh...

(above: ni ar part of rumah hidayah smile... nampak tak gambar pat background? tu ar dia pic hidayah time kecik2.. cute tau!!!)

kat rumah hidayah kita tak amek byk gambar ar.. ni jer.. k k.. next house... *drum rolling*

rumah abg fadzli!!! ceh.. komfem lawa ar rumah dia nie...

(above: ceh.. abg2 mcc berhari raya di rumah fadz seh.. ni ekceli kat walkway.. bukan taman eh.. ehehe)

(above: wah.. sempat syurah ngan rizal pinjam utk posing eh..)

then kita kuar jauh2 sikit.. kita ke cck.. rumah ellina.. tempat org berkaraoke... too bad takda pic time idris nyanyi.. dengar2 ada org menghayati lagu cenderawasih.. betol ker? fuhh.. sedap gak nyer abg idris nyanyi sampai org feeling..

next kita ke rumah rizal... time tu lar nampak sgt si syurah nak score point.. tolong kat dapur konon.. eleh... jgn takut.. kalau jodoh, tak kemana nyer!! haha..

malas ar nak blog agi.. pasal nak balik nie.. apa tgk kat multiply ku jer eh.. hehehe... ni link dia

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 9:06 PM

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Selamat Hari Raya semua!!! hehe.. Ok Ok.. i've shd have update it 3 wks ago tapi due to some inconvinience, terpaksa lah postpone.. so update on hari raya..

wait...........

lupa seh apa nak tulis.. so tak yah tulis ar.. next raya baru tulis k.. haha... merepek seh..

dis year ada a few groups jer yg kuar raya.. will update those later...

1) family
2) Tanglin guys
3) Illya open-house and yg dekat ngan rumah nya..
4) MCC berjalan bersama2... smaaarrrtttt ar ayie!!

Family
Ni lah time dapat jumpa all the cuzins.. yg jauh, yg dekat semua turun kat common place for gathering.. lepas tu kuar convoy naik keter... gerek seh.. pasal dapat jumpa sesama sendiri.. yg gemok dah loose weight(ehem!!).. yg kurus dah gain weight.. yg dulu rambut mcm pontianak skrg dah botak pasal kena NS.. yg dulu merangkak dah boleh lari mcm cheetah.. dan mcm2 perubahan lagi.. hehe.. tapi dis yr baru obit seh.. abg aku ar pandai2 belikan baju... tak lawa sak.. pakai mcm farangdingdong seh.. muaahahah.. tapi overall kuar ngan family is always the best outing..

Tanglin guys
Ni pun group yg jumpa setahun sekali.. maklum ar.. semua sibuk.. NS lah.. Kuar ngan matae ar.. Final year project ar.. dan seribu mcm alasan lagi.. tapi thanks kerana luangkan masa utk bersama2.. ashik2 kalau kuar muka2 tu jer.. aku, mat, ash, wan, azam.. at last ramai gak kuar dis time.. dalam 15 org ada tu... kecoh2.. oitt!! gambar mana dah?!!

Illya Open House
Jam menunjukkan 3.30 petang.. aku baru nak naik bus dari bus stop menuju ke choa chu kang..
"Helo kai.. kau kat mana? janji kol 3 kat sini kan.. mana kau?!" suara si ayie berkumandang di speaker handphone ku.. hahaha.. sori eh ayie datang lambat... sori shiqin... sori idris..

ekceli on 13th Nov si watermellon ni ajak ar datang rumah dia pasal dia buat open house... alah rumah terbuka ar.. kirakan satu hari tu dia tak leh tutup pintu.. kena buka jer... (lame kai!!) overall the food there was great!! ( dat's y ppl go to open hse k.. to eat!!) the satay.. the chicken wings.. the chocolate cake (oh ya.. the open hse was in conjunction of her sis birthday)..

(left: the birthday cake.. yummy kan?!)


then i tot abes kat situ.. rupa nyer lepas tu ada lagi dua rumah yg kita nak gi visit2.. 1st gi rumah si liyana arab... fuh.. punya lah sedap dia nyer soto ayam... kekeke..(kai semua sedap.. apa yg tak sedap...) lepas tu, kita gi rumah janda aku lah.. si tina... berdegup-degup jantung.. mana tau mak dia nak pukul aku pakai penyapu lidi kaper.. so all the while kat rumah dia aku step baca paper ar.. mcm nie.. (left: sumpah yg pakai baju maroon tu aku..)

(left: suasana dirumah illaya)
(left:ni lah rumah illya... kecoh kan..)

then lepas tu kita balik ar.. dah malam dok.. esok nyer nak kerja... as for mcc nyer outing last sat, i'll update soon k.. pasal gambar2 lom dapat.. anyway, mcc nyer blog 80% done.. cuma nak kena touch up sikit... k ar.. chiow...!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:07 PM

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:56 PM

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:54 PM

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Monday, October 24, 2005

eheh.. tadi time kerja gak, i was smiling to myself bila teringat quote2, yg kelakar last week.. tadi punya lah boring.... kes monday blues ar... nasib baik ada quote2 kelakar utk di jadikan bahan ilang boring.. lemmi share some k...

last wed time kat iftar we were discussing pasal jalan2 raya.. and we nak decide ar the dateline for peeps to "register" themself.. fadzli ngan konfident kata, "alah susah2, saper2 yg tak kasi answer before takbir raya pat radio tak leh ikot ar..." ermm..tak kelakar ker? ishh.. takper2... ada lagi..

then time iftar tu ada ar org besar mcc nie berbual.. then she was like saying, "luckly she's not ard.. if not i may result in VIOLENCE..".. alah.. ni kalau tak faham pon susah nak kasi faham.. tapi saper2 yg datang tu ari nyer iftar komfem tgh ketawa2 seh.. cos yg nak pukul ni kecik.. yg nak di pukul ni besar.. takut yg so called "result in violence" the other way round..

ermm.. then friday kan ada iftar kat RP, pon byk yg quote-able.. time baru sampai tu kat atas meja semua buah2 jer.. so ayie ngan konfident kata..."eh, sengkek seh RP.. takkan buka mkn buah jer.. dah ar, jom masok keter balik" mauahaha.. pandai2 jer ni MR VP..

then time lepas mkn, time tu nak solat isya'... si rizal nie punya lah bengap gi tanya kuat2... "eh kai, kita nak sembahyang per nie ar?" yg kelakar is when org sebelah yg jawab.. "sembahyang isha' ar.. takkan sembahyang setan lak" rasa malu pon ada.. kelakar pon ada.. haha..

ermmm.. ada lagi satu ni kira kelakar gak ar.. time baru sampai kan si salwa, RP nyer secretary cute tu suruh kita amek wudhu.. so dengan confident kitaorg gi the nearest toilet and amek wudhu.. then time nak cuci kaki tu, kitaorang ngan confident stretch kaki and basuh kaki ar.. budak2 RP actually perhatikan kita jer ar.. tapi kita buat bodoh jer ar.. confident betol.. bila dah habis, kita find out rupanyer ada tempat amek wudhu.. tak yah nak stretch2 kasi basuh kat sink.. ada hose kat luar.. punya lah paiseh.. hehe..

ekceli ada lagi ar.. tapi since mcm tak kelakar, just forgeddit ar.. hheeheh.. k ar chiow.. senang2 ketawa ar kat lawak2 bodoh kat atas tu.. hehe

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 10:37 PM

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You all noe this song anot? if you are not the one by daniel bedingfield..? ekceli i was busy doing work in the morning when Class 95 FM played the song.. haahaaha.. TER"pause" sekejap.. teringat dulu time tina selalu nyanyi lagu nie.. then komfem bilang dia.. "tina2.. sedap seh suara.. tapikan, kalau tak nyanyi lagi sedap.." haha... ok ar.. saja2 jer nak share.. hehe.. ok ar.. adois.. saper2 tak pernah dengar, the lyric is down here k...


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
I know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 9:51 PM

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

I love you,(more than you know)

i hate you, (when you piss me off)

i envy you, (because you are braver than me)

i aim to please you,(because you love me)

i tease you,(because you tease me)

i dont want to leave you,(unless you want me to)

i squeaze you,(so i can show you how much i love you)

i beat you,(so you can see i am sill tough)

i need you...

because without you..... my world ends.

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 8:47 PM

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lupa nak bilang kat blog nie.. aku tau ramai budak yg visit nie blog jadi aku nak buat announcement sikit... kitaorg budak2 MCC nak buat jalan raya dis year.. so kalau leh tolong senang2 kan diri utk hadir k.. especially budak2 drama aku.. tolong ar bagikan masa satu hari utk bersama2 ikot gi jln raya.. esp the 4 nursing gurls... then the 3 PDI gurls.. yg budak2 early childhood... tolong ar datang eh..!! we really miss u all..

mcm mana nak contact doraNG eh?!! ermm.. ni yg susah nak answer nie... try email kat np_mcc@yahoo.co.uk atau pun tag jer kat blog nie.. nanti kita answer..

anyway, mcc blog is coming up... hehe.. tak tau lawa ke tak.. aku tgh buat nie.. k ar.. tu jer.. chiow!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 8:09 PM

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thanks to RP for the warm reception that they have given us last nite.. whoa.. we were very impressed..

if anyone wonder what i'm talking, lemmi explain... Republic Polytechnic(RP) invited us to their iftar last nite(21st Oct). together with ayie(VP), Idris(Dikir head(guys)) Syurah(drama head), rizal and I(dua2 sebok2 jer), went to the invitation.

so when we reached there, it was already ard 6.45pm.. we were received by salwa(RP secretary, cute dok..).. then we were shown to our seats.. wen we reached our place, ayie was like saying.. "eh, takkan buka buah2 jer sak...? jom ar balik.." haha.. we had good laff... ekceli the plan was to have us light break fast wif dates and other fruits and have our food after magrib.. so kita mkn ar buah-buahan yg ada... tak kenyang seh..

after magrib prayers, we have real meal.. nasi ambeng seh.. wah.. it was serve in "dulang" (dulang in english apa ar?)... so we tot 4 share to 1 "dulang".. then one of the guy frm RP said there is alot of food so if possible 2 share to 1 dulang.. i was like biar betol? ermm.. so ayie and I share while the other is between idris and rizal.. syurah dah tak tau mana gi.. she get to noe some new friends and left 4 of us alone.. ish!!! guess which couple finish their food first? cepat2 guess...!!!

ayie and i? hah!! wrong!! it was rizal and idris... ayie and i were half done wif our food when they already finish them and start to eat dessert... whoa!! haha..

then we did isha' prayers and 8 raka'at tarawih.. before we left, we have some good chat with RP main committe members.. we make some introduction and all ar.. some formal things..

overall, we really have good times with them.. and we were actually envious at how united their malay students are... i really hope our next iftar will be something like theirs or better..

k ar dah azan nie.. nak buka... chiow!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:08 PM

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

i was on way hm frm werk just now when i came across 3 MALAY gurls in a bus.. i was so tired and couldnt be bother to look at more closely at them.. i sat a few seat infront of them but still i could hear their conversation..

"eh Lina.. kau dah beli baju raya ke lom ar.. colour per?" 1st gurl asked
"aku dah tempah 3 baju... satu tu baju kebaya.. lawa wei.." the 2nd gurl, so called lina answer.
"huh? kau nak beli baju kebaya? alamak.. badan mcm tong leh pakai ke sak.." high pitch voice, 3rd gurl menyampuk lak..
"eh, siol ar.. aku peh pasal ar baju apa aku nak pakai sak.. lain lah kalau yg pakai tu siti.. komfem koyak sak baju..." this lina answer..
and followed by 3 of them laffing together.. what came to my mind at that time was komfem tiga pompuan nie mesti badan lawa ke.. apa ke kan since dorang nak kutuk2 si "siti".. so i just smile and let my imagination run wild..(oppss.. posa tak leh imagine2 nie semua seh.. hehe)
bila dah nak sampai tu step picit bell and curi2 tgk ar kat tu tiga minah.. and betul sangkaan ku.. aku tertoleh 3 kali lah kat dorang... tapi bukan pasal dorang lawa... tapi pasal terlalu 'lawa', badan pon leh kira mcm mak2 anak 5.. and so on..(ceh.. dah buka jer nak step kutuk2 org.. hehe).. i was like, " kalau dorang badan mcm nie, budak yg nama "siti" tu mcm macam yokozuna ker seh.." heheh.. imagine ar badan kalau mcm yg bawa nie( figure 1.1... ceh mcm dulu kat sec sch seh) tak per gak.. tapi badan punya lak besar.. mak datuk.. ada hati nak kutuk2 org...

dats remind me of some ppl.. who really like to laff at other on their ugliness, disadvantanges, fatness and so on.. i mean if that person is perfect i wouldnt mind and shut my mouth.. but if he/she is just 1 cm thinner that another person and call him/her "fat ass".. what would someone who is 10 inches thinner thinks? tak sedar diri.. buta? ish.. so ppl just dun have mirror at their disposal... haiz... i just feel so sorry for them...

there is two words i wanna define.. mampat and gemok..

mampat usually means someone who is chubby but the FATS look compact..

gemok usually mean someone who is chubby and the FATS look saggy.

so that's the only different.. saggy and compact.... so gurls, next time a guy says u r mampat, he meant u r FAT... but in a more gentle way... :)

k ar.. bye...

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 7:16 PM

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

guys.. i've not been blogging for sometimes.. anyone miss me? NO?! haiz.. i noe, i noe.. *sad face* anyway, as promised, i've upload some raya songs.. so korang tag lah kat tag board tu and dedicate kat saper2 korang nak.. abg ke, kakak ke, adek ke, matae ke.. saper2 ar.. hehe.. nanti kita upload lagi lagu2 k.. for time being nie jer i can upload.. kalau ada request lagu2 nak letak kat sini, tell me ar.. pass me the song to me via email: quiksilve_tss@hotmail.com or msn..

anyway, special thanks to all yg datang for iftar ramai kat hjh maimunah.. first time seh org support event aku.. tima kasih ah byk2.. ermm.. mesti nak tau saper2 yg datang kan? ermm here's the list..

• Ayie- Programme manager AKA tukang bayar deposit.. thanks eh..
• Syurah & Rizal - the always sweet couple.. hehe..
• Shikin & Idris - the senior citizen..
• Fadz - thanks for coming at last minute
• Rab & Liyana - Awal nyer sampai.. ingatkan nak datang lepas Isha'

lepas mkn tu kita gi lah jalan2 kat bazzar geylang.. pusing2 nyer pusing sekali nampak ar baju kat AC collection.. punyalah lawa.. fuhyoo.. ada 3 pasang yg memikat hati beta.. lawa dok.. tapi harga pon lawa.. i asked the sales assistant..

"kak2, baju ni braper harga dia?" tanya kai tabung..

"ermm.. yang nie eh..? lepas 15% discount cuma $157" kata sales assistant tak lawa sgt (SATLS)..

"huh? CUMA $157?! tak leh murah lagi ke? $150 ke." kai tabung nak step tawar2.. mcm paham jer dek nie..

"Tak leh ar dek. kalau adek beli baju perempuan nyer, akak leh kasi murah sikit." kata kak SATLS.

"alah.. leh ar.. saya takda matae ar.. tak pun gini.. saya beli yg lelaki nyer baju, akak beli yg perempuan nyer.. amcm?" dengan tak tau malu kai tabung cuma membuat tawaran..

dengan tersimpul malu kak SATLS senyum sambil geleng kepala nyer yg cute mute..

kai tabung ngan kengkawang pon keluar dengan perasaan hampa.. ekceli ada dua baju yg kai tabung nak beli.. satu yg turquoise ngan satu yg purple.. dua2 lawa seh.. tapi takpe.. komfem beli one of them.. kwang kwang kwang..

tu jer yg gerek.. other than that, kitaorg pusing2 satu geylang... cuma tgk2 jer pasal takda duit.. ish ish.. mcm mendak eh tapi kalau korang join kan, komfem gerek.. baca entry aku ni tak rasa sgt.. hehe.. k ar.. tu jer pasal geylang..

anyway, lupa lak nak buat special thanks kat special people.. to those yg last minute cancel tu tima kasih ar byk2.. lain kali kalau boleh, amal kan lah selalu.. mcm gerek gitu kena buih.. buat lagi ehk!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 3:27 PM

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

to all peeps in Ngee Ann, I gonna miss you all.. i've seen it coming and it's already here...

kenangan 3 tahun di NP cukup utk dibawa bekalan hidup.. yg pahit.. yg manis.. yg suka.. yg duka.. semua telah ku rasai.. tiada lagi yg mahu ku pinta.. cuma persahabatan yg pernah kita lalui..

selamat tinggal rakan2 ku.. kenangan bersama mu semua akan tetap terpahat dihati..

love,
kai..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 1:49 PM

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Monday, October 10, 2005

i've got nothing much to update here... except for some announcements:

1) ayie just build a new blog... click here...

2) there will be an outing/iftar/berbuka sama2... not an official mcc iftar... just a "kita2" kuar buka sama2.. so i need ur attendance

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 4:49 PM

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

guys.. my second entry today.. nora wasnt happy wif me cos i've put so many pictures on this blog but seems nt to bother to put her pic too..

i was chatting wif her on msn awhile ago when she hinted to me of having here pic here.. by saying " kai, did u notice dat ur blog is full of gurls pics but mine"... it's nt that i didnt want to put it here.. but i prefer to put them after u came back fer hari raya so that i can intro u to my friends and bloods.. i prefer being low-profile at the moment.. so here's ur photos... btw, i prefer ur pic without make-up.. u look much more like nora that i last seen at changi airport few months ago.. come back soon k... miss ya.. chiow!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:03 PM

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1st of all i would like so apologize to some ppl who are offended by one of my entry bout this childish dikir group... yea, i also noe that i'm still new and do not noe much bout dikir scene.. but let me assure everyone that what ever i've blog here is purely my most honest opinion though some may contridict wif my readers opinion.. so yea.. i hope time will change them.. be abit mature and more gentlement...


last nite i sent out so many smses to all my friends.. bloods and buddies.. i really dunno wat's went through my mind but then suddenly i miss all of u.. this skool holidays keep us apart.. everyone have their own life now..

i wonder wat rab was doing in her new house at woodlands.. if she've eaten her Break Fast.. just worries she's gonna slim down and no more mampat rab.. hehe.. :-)

then the only other guy blood.. fadz.. hopefully he's doing fine.. not so much of tarian aight.. buat more ibadah.. (mcm betul jer nak nasihat kan org)... wonder what he ate for Buka.. he has slim down so much.. dun need to loose another inch..

and sweet yaty.. kinda miss her sweet smile.. really.. miss the days when both yaty and i gonna go ard in club hse and disturb the other guys.. haiz.. how's life yaty? hope u doing just fine.. meet ya soon k.. wanna buy "baju jolok2" together2... ;-)

and my last blood.. dila.. everytime buka sure teringat kan dia.. kesian seh kena buka sendiri ngan nadia.. weekends cant disturb her frm buka-ing wif her family.. minta2 baju raya dia tak pakai baju winnie the pooh and seluar power rangers.. kalau nak, nanti kai leh belikan baju jolok2 mcm yaty k...

then my buddies mat.. haiz.. i heard life at 1 SIR were tough.. so much training.. just endure 1 more year b4 ur ORD.. then my turn to be in NS.. haha..

not forgetting ash.. i heard his recruit called him SGT terrorist.. i shall not decribe what u did to them here .. my only request is not to get into ur company when i join NS... how's life in tekong bro? jgn tak puasa ar!! haha.. :)

then another buddy, idham.. he's going fer training in taiwan next week or so fer 3 wks and will only back in singapore after hari raya.. take care bro.. Selamat Hari Raya in advance!!

anyway, to those i didnt msg doesnt mean i forgotten u.. just dat i dun have ur number or i've lost it.. i'm so sorry k.. but all of u are always in my mind.. chiow!

love,
kai..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 11:36 AM

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

guys... there is this artical that i want u to read.. it's really touching.. just click here... and plz read it after u've break fast k.. my friend told me she tears after reading them.. hehe..

my former coach called me in the morning.. i'm really surprise.. i tot he just wanna have good chat and catch up wif each other life.. but what make me keep smiling till now is that he asked me to come down tomolo to bishan stadium fer home utd trial.. i told him i've at least gain 30 KG frm the last time he saw me playing.. but he insist and say that i shd come and asssure that he would trim me down.. i was like: whoa!!.. haha..

since i've nothing to loose.. i just say ok.. and suddenly the memories of year 2000 lion city cup plays in my mind.. playing along wif bai, shahril, ridhuan, idros and the rest are things that i tot have passed.. i miss soccer.. i miss the fans.. the jeers.. the interviews.. the international games.. the gurls running after me.. the fight we had.. the overseas nightclubs we visited.. the chance to meet prime minister up close.. those are just sweet memories.. i miss them as much as i miss other good memories..

so any of u guys interested to come along? just bring a pair of boots.. and it's fer men only k.. not women team trial.. it's at 8 PM after break fast... at bishan stadium... msg me if anyone wanna come along.. ok lah.. chiow!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 4:31 PM

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i'm really thankful that god extend my life and i get to be in the holy month of ramadhan.. alhamdullilah.. so today gonna be the first nite fer solat tarawih and really look forward.. :)

some ppl already asking me bout wat am i gonna wear fer hari raya.. i've no idea.. i havent bought anyting yet but hope to buy them soon.. this year i hope god gonna give me the strength so that i can fast the whole month.. (i hope) hehe.. then i also look forward for some Break Fast with friends at geylang.. really have fun the last time round.. and i'm really waiting fer her return... miss her so much..

anyway, to my buddy wan, i'm really sorry that i didnt get u anyting fer ur bithday.. anyway welcome to the ADULT WORLD!! haha.. the last of buddies..!!

And to rest enjoy this fasting month.. kurangkan lah buat dosa.. mengumpat.. tgk benda2 tak senonoh.. yg tak leh control berbual, gi plater mulut tu.. time jalan raya leh start mengumpat balik.. k ar.. nak stop mengumpat.. chiow!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:31 PM

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

another short blogging today...

i was blog hopping when i came across a blog of a dikir group.. they dont give good impression bout their group.. i find they are so childish..

lemmi recap.. during the announcement of result for planet dikir few weeks back, the MC forget to announce that Neng Nyno get the consolation prize so they tot they are in the top 3 along wif kelana.. so of coz both groups are happy and celebrate like mad!! it's understanable wen both groups gonna get top 3 placing.. but then the MC realise that she have make mistake and announce that Neng gonna be the last group to receive the consolation place.. ermm.. i can see their sad face.. afterall they did they best and deserve top 3 placing..

that's nt the end of it.. this childish group wen on and wrote on their website bout the incident as if trying to "coloured" kelana family.. ish.. i noe there is rivalry between both groups fer so long but they way this group do is so unmature.. and wen someone asked me to listen the song that they sing during piala maidin, it really shd how shallow the mindset of these guys.. i believe that these rivalry thinggy shd stop as kelana family did nt do anything to provoke them further... it's really bad for the image of malay culture as a whole..

btw, if any of u interested to listen to the song this childish group sang for piala maidin, click here listen to the karut part.. (newton is where they practice and "kawasan timur terselit" refer to kelana practice place).. k ar enuff of dis group.. chiow!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:27 PM

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:10 PM

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i'm just bored.. in no mood to enjoy holidays.. maybe this holiday gonna be for good.. i'm so worried.. :(

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:30 PM

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Monday, September 26, 2005

ouhhh shit.. i'm in deep shit hole.. AGAIN.. ok ok... lemmi give my explaination there is some confussion here.. last saturday wen i wanna change my blog skin and something happened and i wanna fix it.. so i use my old blog (http://kaitina.blogspot.com) to see what's wrong.. after i've fixed it i forgot to redirect it to the new blog and wat happened next was some ppl like nad who did nt change my url got to read the old blog entries.. and that was the same entries as before we broke up.. so that's where the confussion came frm.. there's no such thing as trying to get sympathy or wat so ever.. and it seems that u've never change... someone who have no privacy by dumping down everything on UR blog... sorry.. i forgot.. ur blog.. ur business lar!! sometimes, ur business is some other ppl business too.. anyway.. i hope my explaination is sufficient enuff.. and btw, thanks for removing my pic frm ur friendster profile... to the others plz change my blog URL to http://kainp.blogspot.com... chiow!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 12:34 PM

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Friday, September 23, 2005

whoa!! guess wad.. my ex just married last weekend.. we were in sec 2 when we got together and last for ard 2 years.. when i look at the photo dat we took before and her wedding photo, she've change alot in term of look... more chubby and all.. :) anyway.. i'll post 2 of wedding photo k.. btw, her name is maziah bte hussein.. i'm not sure bout the bridegroom's name but still i wanna congrates both of them on their recent wedding.. hope that their marriage will last till death.. isyaAllah..


she look great isnt she?


her husband and her

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:32 PM

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hey guys.. if any of u wonder y i didnt reply ur msg on msn last nite here's the answer... rizal and i went to esplanade!! haha.. yea.. at the middle of the nite.. actually we tot of catching midnite movie.. but then the tix already sold out wen we get there... so frm cineleisure (where else show midnite show on weekdays) we walk all the way to esplanade and chill down there.. i took some photo to share.. i badly need some sleep.. chiow!!



haha...



Rizal step cool!! actually we are cold!



the water was calm great place to chill out with ur love one

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 8:05 AM

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

hello all can u guys take this survey? i wanna talk bout teenagers' relationship nowadays.. click here for the survey... thanks in advance guys..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 3:09 PM

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Monday, September 19, 2005

guys nt suppose to cry rite? is dat a fact or just an ego.. hah, nevermind.. i heard this song that i wanna share right now.. The loneliness by babyface.. remind me of 2 mths ago wen tina and i goes for our own destination.. tears rolled down my eyes.. maybe we r so close that's y i couldnt accept the fact at that moment.. but i'm really happy to see she's happy wif her new guy.. i noe she said that she dun believe of having her ex as a friend... honestly if that make her happy, i'll be happy to oblige.. i've forget all the bad times we had together but i will always cherish the good time we had.. no hard feelings..

it's playing now.. k guys enjoy this song!! hehe.. chiow!

[Verse 1]

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around, in my life, and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place, and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night
(seems like i dream you all the time)
Sooo, ooh ooh ooh ooh
oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
oh Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again
[Verse 2]

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have, from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here, its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lo-nely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
oh Let me tell you how it feels (and I don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:19 PM

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Congrates to Kelana for winning yesterday competition.. u all deserve it man.. whoo!! they really deserve to be the champion.. they won johan keseluruhan, awok2 terbaik, senikata terbaik and get nominated for kesenian terbaik..

other group deserve to be mentioned here.. SDP 9590.. they have been missing frm action for so long and seeing them back in action really refresh the memories of last batch of last kelana purba.. the "undefeated" champion.. haha.. but still other new groups like Tanjak Taulan, Durrabaida, Duanita, Akademi Seni, Lanang Satria, Tok Putih, Wawasan Nelayan deserve pat on their back.. though they didnt perform that well but still there is alot of room to improve.. hope to see these groups again in some other competition next yr..

k ar.. gonna do my blogging again later... wana go toilet.. chiow!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 12:47 PM

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Friday, September 16, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 3:11 PM

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Yippie!! last paper yesterday.. yea!! but i'm nt that happy for some other reasons.. but i'm really look forward for this sunday dikir comp.. the last and biggest event of the year... details.. :-

Event: Planet Dikir 05
Place: Changi Simei CC
Date: dis coming sunday 18th Sept
Time: 11AM..(komfem janji melayu)
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KaiTina
UPDATED @ 3:12 PM

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

i've never like to blog hop or even read my own friends blog.. i cant be bother bout ppl life.. i prefer to read general topic.. not bout other ppl personal life.. i dun like everybody to noe bout my private life; who i date with, wat i did last night, which gurl just broke my heart and the list goes on and on.. i would prefer to share them with ppl who really i trust.. and of coz they are my buddies and my bloods...

but then something happened that changed my mindset.. i start to blog hop, limit to 3rd degree friends.. read bout ppl life, bout theier daily life, love life, friendship, relationship wif friends.. they really open my eyes bout life.. after i've read them, i would pause for awhile and reflect it back on me. wat if i'm in their shoes.. how would i react and stuff..

lemmi give one example bout this tarian girl.. she've only involve in tarian for like 1 year or so but something that make me doubt her entries is that she seems to noe so much bout tarian world.. bout the politic.. rivalry within tarian community and other stuff that i think only ppl who have involve long enuff to understand.. other words she's like "macam faham" bout these things..

and there is this gurl a former JC student.. most of her entry would be bout guys she got crush on.. and she seems to nt to have stable mental.. every good-looking guys would be her target.. (i just presume on this point cos of the way she decribe him).. but then wen she have little crush on a guy, she would make a big hoho-haha on him, and if she find someone, she said better, the feeling would change and she on way for the new guy.. haiz..

ermm.. i think enuff of me quoting these two example.. it's really fun when u so bored and read these kind of blogs... not only they will kill ur time but at the same time they will help u to understand ppl better.. i've nothing personal to write here cos i would prefer to confide my own best buddies and bloods.. :-) i just wish to share my though here.. futhermore there is nothing great to noe bout my personal life.. afterall i'm just kai. the next door boy.. :)

achamatz!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 3:00 PM

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FINE!! SG LOST!! HAPPY?!! and it a big fat 3- nil... who ever dare to ask me this qn again in msn i gonna say "have u read my blog? no? go and read and dun bother to ask bout it!"

ok i'm so sorry if i've hurt anyone prior to this blogging.. cos i'm in no mood to answer the score of yesterday match and end up ppl telling me.. "bola sg kental lah".. "singapore memang tak bagus ar"... "Singapore CMI"... "watch England match much better".. wat ever!! i'm a die hard fan and no matter wat the score of yesterday game, i noe the lads have improve alot over the years and ppl like bai, shahril and hassan played well.. yea.. i mean well.. but y didnt we win? simple answers. cos we dun have the exposure that thai have.. they've played against good team back in july; played against English side Everton and Bolton and recently they've participate in world university Games in Turkey.. so in other words they are better prepared than our lions.

and our lions only exposure is the S-League which is not good enuff if we want to win the gold medal in philippines. we gotta wake up have some good matches wif better teams, improve on our finishing and we will be ready to take on better opponent in the SEA games..

enuff of sg soccer.. i'm dissappointed but i still trust that they will do well in November.. :-)

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:44 PM

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

guys do u noe that singapore is in the final of AFF u-23 championship? bet u dun.. ahaha.. nah, dun worry.. u dun have to get it right to pass ur upcoming exams.. just an extra info for u..

ermm.. y am i so interested to support and stare into this computer stream just to watch 22 guys chasing size 5 soccer ball.. 1stly cos i love soccer... i mean ask a MAN beside u and he will say yes, he love watching soccer... and secondly cos the team which is playing is SINGAPORE.. our country.. we shd support them.. cheer them on.. even if it mean to cheer infront a computer screen.. :)

singapore result so far:-

group stage
against Cambodia 3-2
against Laos 3-1
against Thailand 1-4

semi-final
against Myanmar 2-1

Final against Thailand
venue: Army stadium, Bangkok
Time: 9.30 ( GTM +8, singapore time)
where to watch: http://www.hispeedworld.com/main/tv/ (select channel 11 then choose speed (256k))

let's support our lions!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 11:39 AM

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

hey guys... i just changed my tamplate... dunno if it is nice.. lemmi list down reasons y i change it

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:53 PM

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

i'm so jiwang mood now.. so time for jiwang song!! haha.. i heard this song by adam ahmad- kau pergi jua.. always remind me of her.. i'm gonna dedicate it to her.. she sure noe who she is lar.. :) ignore the last verse.. we've never been together.. i've uploaded it.. enjoy k..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:28 PM

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Friday, September 02, 2005

i forgotten that yesterday was teachers' day.. haha..

Happy Belated Teacher's Day to all my former teachers who use to teach me in Clementi Town Primary, Tanglin Secondary..

i'm so sorry that i've grow up into the present khairin.. ;-) it's not your fault anyway.. hehe

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 11:56 AM

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

the theme for this week seems to be friendship in my blog.. i suddenly think bout writhing what my friend told me the other day. as usual weekends will be reserved for my close buddies to go out wif them.

so one the days mat asked me this qn.. "y suddenly u've changed." so i asked him in wad sense? "y nowadays u love to talk abt other ppl" and my reply is "ada eh?" which loosely translate as "got meh?". i mean i dun realize that till he point it out to me.. haha.. maybe cos nowadays i'm getting closer to so gurls in my mcc.. see... in the past when i'm attached wif tina, i try to be a bit conservative by nt being to close to most of my gurlfriends and my other companions are my secondary school guys friends.. so when i broke up wif her, i try to pick up myself by making more friends... getting more closer to friends that i've know.. so that when i get closer to ppl like rab, yaty, faz, dila, fazliana.. that when i get to noe ladies world more...

stuff like shopping, taking digi-photos, watch movies and the most relevent in this article :- gossiping... i dun remember in the past my buddies gossiping bout other guys.. i mean we dun care wh0 Ah Tan go out wif, what Ah Meng did.. we will only talk bout guys thing : soccer, bikes, exams and how can i forget this important one.. GURLS.. i mean all guys gonna talk bout that. so when i get closer and closer wif girls, i began to realise that there is so much things that i dun know bout gurls gossiping. they gonna talk bout wat Petom did last sunday.. who Ah Hua met at canteen.. how much they hate bitchy nura.. bout their teachers who keep giving endless assignments.. the list gonna go on and on.. haha..

one more thing to all guys out there if u ever like a gurl, never and i mean never ever tell their best buddies.. y? gurls tend to share with each other and i noe some gurls who will not only tell the person u like but some other strangers who nt suppose to noe or nt relevent to the relationship.. get me? nvm.. my english sucks.. so bare wif it.. so u may ask who u ask then. the answer i have is none except if she have a best buddy who happened to be a guy. and believe me, guys are more reliable in keeping secret... thou we are nt as sensitive as them but we are more trustworthy and believe me.. gurls dunno what a gurl really want..

what am i talking? haha... even i dun understand my own writting.. :) basically what i want to write for this article is that even it seems that gurls gossiping are damn bad, but mixing wif them are good. eventhough u may get bad influence in some ways, at least i've learned something valuable. things that i wont learn if i keep my circles of friendship to just guys.. :)

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 7:31 PM

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Monday, August 29, 2005

this month my pocket gonna 'koyak'!! haha... there is 3 events going on at the same time.. infact it shd be counted as 4 if motor GP in sepang gonna be included..

starting from dis friday there is this performance in SP... komfem go.. tix only 5 bucks so shd be ok
tix: 5 bucks
level of koyakness: 1 star out of 5

then there is gemersik perform by keris movement.. i dunno wat but then my friends gonna perform..
Tix: 15 buck
level of koyakness: 3 stars/ 5

Planet DK.. i heard there is 20 groups perform.. and it gonna be the last before the year end.. and it gonna be one of the biggest dikir event...
Tix: 12 bucks
level of koyakness: 2.5 stars / 5

last but nt least my buddy ash just msg me if we (who else me wan and mud) wanna go sepang, KL for motor GP.. this one the level of koyakness komfem 5 stars out of 5... but i wanna go since months ago..

guys!! gimmi ur opinion!!!

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someone came up to me and say congratulation.. i'm so lucky.. haha... nvm.. ask me if i'm online wad it is k.. but i'm sure i'm lucky dis wk.. good news to start my week... thanks so much who ever u r who save me... terima kasih daun keladi..

i dun mean to be mean
i dun mean to led u on..
i dun mean to make u look like a fool..
just dat i dun trust u..
i never will...
i dunno how to explain cos i dun wanna hurt u..
i noe it's too much..
but u noe that i'm nt the person to mess ard with..
i just want to ask thousands apology..
deep in my heart i noe, never dream of us of being together

i hate red.. thats y i write in red...

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 8:17 PM

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i dunno y suddenly i'm thinking bout friendship.. maybe cos i'm so used to have ppl ard that i cant live alone..

when i was younger, i used to stay in kampong cos my mum getting traditional treatment for her kidney.. down there i've so many ppl ard.. my uncles, auntie, cousins and my grandparents.. so during my stay there i'm not lonely... and i've played so many games wif them.. maybe not even u have heard it.. all those kampongs games.. the bond was so close that even now we keep in touch via wire or wireless... i return to sg when it in time for my primary school.. then i make friends wif new guys at clementi town primary... and i still keep in touch wif most of them till this day.. and same goes to secondary and poly life where i make alot of friends..

my point of writting is nt to tell ppl how many friends i've made or how friendly i'm.. but the conversation that my friends and i were talking in the club house that make me wonder.. lemmi quote some of them..

"friendship never last"
"alah.. biasa lah.. tak semua kawan baik per.. kena backstab braper byk kali seh"

okie... i can remember only two.. but seriously that make me wonder.. wat if suddenly i woke up, i'm alone.. as if i'm invisible to everyone. no one wanna talk to me.. share jokes.. share problems... and all those kind of things that i always do wif all my friends.. i cant imagine it happened... it gonna be the worst nightmare in my life..

i would like to thanks these ppl for being my best friends that i ever get..
-my primary and secondary sch friends
ash, mat, wan, saiful, apit azam, idham... ( i dun make friend wif gurls during primay and sec sch days cos i used to be a gay) *evil laugh*

-outside friends (mostly gurl cos i began to change into a man)
azlinda (sp grad liao), liyana (np grad liao), siti(np grad liao), haslianna(NYP nursing), nurul( NYP multimedia dunno wad), noora(Uni of London)

-to my close buddies frm NP MCC
Rabiatul Adawiyah, Nuradilah, Fazli, Afniyati, Sazali and not forgetting my sweetheart Fazliana.. hehe.. honestly we get to noe each other ard 1 yr ago.. but boy!! we have so many things in common.. i just hope after we left NP, we'll still stay together... i love u guys!!

-new friends
Fahana the cute one.. my dikir friends(too many to mention..sori).. my drama friends.. my friends i get to noe during FOP... anyway, everyone are my friends... :)

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:50 PM

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

i'm so pissed off these few days.. all because of NP policy of each and everyone need to have laptop.. of coz except for some courses like... i dun care which course it is.. for some good reason dun need to use laptop for their 3 yrs course..

u see.. especially the course that i'm taking is using laptop for every and each modules... once my laptop goes to MEL or wat my friends and I call ICU for laptops nowadays, my assignment gonna pile up.. it because i need all those special programe to execute my assignment.. wow..!! execute? ermm.. yea... sort of ar.. then need to use my friends laptop to finish up them up.. assignments, tutorials, MEL discussion, IS projects.. the list goes on and on... and today i've to BEG dilla to borrow me her laptop for my test... thanks so much!!

its really frustrating when the laptop isnt there when u really need them... and as the day passed, it seems that NP getting more and more dependable on laptops and these wireless technology.. and ironically i'm studying these networking stuff and all these years the only things that they want us to noe how good these things are... but now i noe when we are depend too much on them, it can be a nuisance... i'm so pissed of with technology!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:04 PM

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:42 PM

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Friday, August 12, 2005

someone msg me on msn and ask me to UPDATE my blog.. then i asked what shd i write.. she ask me a qn and to answer it on my blog.. okie.. so here's my answer..

QN: what things that gurls do that make me turned off.. and y did u reject me wen u r still single..

answer:

lemmi list those thngs that i dun wan my gurlfren to do.. esp my steady gurlfrien

1) write everything that we do on her blog.. from small things like me getting wake up late fer our date to big things like what we did on bed.. its really frustrating to know the very next day stranger ask me... "oh.. apa korang buat mlm tadi eh"... WHF!!!

2) as far as possible, i dun mind my girlfriend to be friend with anyone she wish.. but pulez not with some who is like paparazzi... want to noe everything that wat we do.. then tell the whole world.. no privacy.. no makcik2 kepos...

3) i noe its in every women to be sensitif.. but i dun want someone who is OVER sensitif.. ni salah.. tu salah.. semua salah... remember.. kai is no more the "nice guy".. no more pujuk2 and all this manja2 thing.. i'm sick of it...

4) jealous tanda sayang?!! then wat if over reacting? in future ANY gurl who tear my shirt will get it from me.. again... kai is no more nice guy... i've learned not to be nice to anyone... and i mean it...

so to anyone who tink wanna be my partner? will u ready to follow these rules? and i really mean it. once broken.. no more 2nd chance.. i'm not kai 'the nice guy' anymore..


so that thats the answer for first part.. and for second part.. i've explain to u.. but i still write here like u have asked..

1) we are far apart... i'm in sg and u r in london.. i'm in poly and u will be starting ur degree soon

2) i've never thought that our relationship will be more than friends. we are close buddy for so long.. how can we have feeling for each other.. what if in future we broke up? and we wont be friends anymore

3) honestly, i'm in love wif someone when you tell me ur feeling at the eve of ur departure..

4) kalau ada jodoh, tak akan ke mana..

as i've promise, i'll fetch u wen you return from london for hari raya... trust my words.. have i lied to u before? :o)

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:12 PM

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Monday, August 08, 2005

weeeeeeeeeee!!! gerek seh saturday!!! ayie's birthday bash cum mcc gathering!! ahaahah... actually the preparation start since last tuesday.. wen we have meeting in the library..

so on friday, i leave drama session earlier ard 8 to follow ayie to buy the stuff for the bbq... smting happened, quite funny.. as i walk down towards ayie car from drama room, i heard gurls singing.. but i couldnt see anyone there.. i tot it was.. u noe who.. so i walk quickly toward ayie's car.. but later in the car ayie asked if i see adlina n gang at the 'umbrella'.. i said no... that's when i realise where the voices came from.. phew!! hehe.. then we fetch idris and went to 'sheng shiong' woodlands to get the dry stuff...

the next day i suppose to go for little india trip at 9AM for my IS class-insight into india... but woke up at 10 instead.. so i skip the 'compulsary' trip and play CM 5 instead.. i was so engross with it that i forgot that i suppose to be at ayie's place at 2pm.. sori ayie.. late again..
i took cab to ayie's place and fetch idris along the way cos he's late too... haiz.. malay and their 'janji melayu'... hehe.

skip fwd!!!....

so here we ar.. EAST COAST PIT 11 AREA C...

we start the fire at only 6+pm!! so many this happened before that lar.. they went to buy food.. ayie have to fetch yaty frm yishun cos SHE LOST HER WALLET AND HANDPHONE...

there was only 7 of us at 7pm.. the rest still not ard seh.. lambat nyer!! hehe.. apid and i take care the food side- became 'wak satay' for 1 night.. idris and ayie taking care of guest and the drinks.. the the best part wen we have the cake cutting and group photo takings... so many posses.. the sea view was fantastic.. i saw the fireworks from out bbq pit.. it was damn nice especially if you have date.. =( then we along the beach.. i just cant describe the feelings... suker suker..!!

we enjoy the nite... even without the radio.. haha.. but so sad... alot of ppl cant overnite.. =( most of us stay up till 6AM then sleep.. sleep, sleep till 10+.. then got this makcik frm JB shout2.. 'wake up.. wake up'.. very noisy sia...

we have breakfast and later went home.. thanks to ayie for sending us home k...

i reach home at 1 but instead of continue sleeping or stay at home, i went down to town wif mat.. haha.. we did some window shopping.. slack ard at the ngee ann city civic plaza... cuci2 mata.. and then went home at 9.. haha.. wad a long day...

btw, i've post my pic... click here...!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:30 PM

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

assalamulaikum!!! aku sakit!! kesian eh?~

dah lama seh tak update... boring nyer.. sakit perut seh..

haiz.. lemmi update from monday...

monday
did nothing but slack all the day at khairul's place till late evening.. watch movies at his place.. then after that i head to the yishun stadium to watch young lion match.. the last time i went to watch soccer at stadium was when singapore met malaysia in a close fight battle.. and the last time i went to watch young lion game was like 4 mths ago.. haiz.. hehe.. there are so many reasons y i went to the stadium..

1) its Ping's birthday..!!! happy birthday 22nd birthday!! stay sweet as ever!! and for good sake, plz stop talking non-sense!! hehe..
if anyone wonder who she is, she's one of sg-diehardfans admin.. hehe..

2) i want to see sharil playing.. ermm... must be wonder what so great bout watching him playing rite.. actually not that important lar.. but i just want to watch a friend of mine in action.. ns life havent take out skill out of him... haiz.. miss the time playing wif em.. all the best to sharil, bai, ridhuan and hassan in the sea games...

3) i need to meet izam and the rest of sg diehardfans admin for the upcoming event. maybe bbq.. wait... bbq?!! haha.. so many bbqs... haiz.. so we have dis short meeting.. izam, ping, jason and i disscuss about the programes coming up... we came up wif so many ideas.. bbq, chalets, picnic and all stuff.. and the best part is that we gonna ask the national players to join us..!! cool huh? so keep reading to get updated.. hehe.. the only person not ard is ben.. he's gone missing for so time... hope to see him soon.. we miss ben so much.. plz come back ben.. keke..

so that for monday..

Tuesday
nothing great happened today and infact today gonna be one of my worst day in my life... argg...!!

firstly i came early to skool to meet tina cos she wanna help me for my lab test later that evening.. but end up playing CM 5 and she's sleeping.. haiz.. apa nyer tutor lar.. ehee.. before that i bought nasi lemak frm clementi foood center.. and guess wad happened later in the evening? i get gastric... ish!! so painful sia.. and it still hurt till now while writting this.. *sad* *sad*... but at least i get to meet ayie b4 that for upcoming bbq dis saturday...

lemmi tell the event here k..
event: BBQ @ east coast cum ayie birthday bash!!
time: from 4pm to the next morning.. (janji melayu komfem start kol 5.. hehe)
attire: slack for guys and for gurl expose a bit lar... heheh...!!
p/s: food will be provided but please have your own initiative to bring some side food with you.. faham2 sendiri ar... tau nak mkn free jer!! hehe..

AND THIS IS TO ANA.... YOU ARE INVITED TOO!! PLZ COME K!!!


ermm.. dunno wat to write anymore ar... so see you all at the pit aight!! hehe... buh bye!!

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:17 PM

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 12:32 AM

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Monday, August 01, 2005

k k.. i'm gonna updating fer the sake of UPDATING k.. haha..

yesterday was my aunt's birthday!! happy birthday to her!! ermm.. dunno how old she is ar.. maybe sweet 18.. ahakz.. i totally forgotten that 31st july is her birthday till she called me in the morning to come to pondok gurame at 8.. at that moment i was still clueless.. but since i gonna get free meal, i decide to go.. so i called my cuzin if she want to go together after her dikir practice..

so at 6 i met my cuzin at woodlands after her dikir.. i wonder y most of the ppl that i noe are into dikir barat... haiz... so after making her wait for bout 1/2 an hr, i reached causeway point.. at that time then i know it was actually my aunt's b'day.. haha.. happy birthday..!! take bus to bedok before transit to 401 to east coast.. i wasnt sure where pondok gurame is and my cuzin said it is at Coasta Sands resort.. so we alight at the bus stop.. wen reach there, the staff said the restauraunt is at the central area.. so need to walk.. but at the same time can take some pictures...

then wen we reach there, the rest havent reach.. as always, they called it "janji melayu".. haiz.. so we eat some snacks frm mc cafe while waiting and take more pics..

so we waited fer bout another 1/2 hr... wen they finally reach, i cant wait fer the food to be ordered and sent in... and guess wad... i eat almost all dishes on the table except the hot one of coz.. and 'help' my younger cousins to finish up they food.. so that it wont waste.. hehe...

then the cake cutting session.. by the sea.. haha.. eat the cake.. slack ard fer awhile.. watch my cuzins practising their silat skill cos they got test..

then go home lar.... haha!!

dah update tau nie!! hehee

fer the pics of yesterday, click here..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 12:31 PM

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

these few days, some friends of mine asked me y they got rejected when the gurl seems to like him so much.. i've list some of the possible reasons.. read on!!

1. She's just not attracted to you
Simple as that. It happens and there's nothing you can do about it. It's best to just pick up the pieces and move on.

2. She's been hurt..
anytime when she says "I'm taking a break from dating," or, "I need some time to get my life together," when u ask her out, usually it means that she just come out of bad relationship. and are not interested in new relationship but dun loose hope. it's best to stay as friend or wait fer awhile for her to recover herself...

3. You've got the wrong moves
if you "hey, sweetie" her while snaking an unctuous arm around her shoulders, leer at her or keep calling her when she's clearly not interested, then you're just a creepy pest, and you'll have about as much chance of sleeping with her as a eunuch does

4. She's a psycho
a lot of women out there have chosen "bad boys" or have, for psychological reasons, been involved in disastrous relationships and now blame men for all the problems of their own making. some of them have dropped out of the dating pool altogether or have been repeatedly abandoned by men because of their chaotic behavior. they will reject you just because you're one of "them."

5.She's a player
she just love to flirt! usually most of them are women wif low-self esteem-- they need to be assured that they are still attractive to men.. they have no interest in dating you -- just in getting you turned on and then walk away. This is another flagrant abuse of female sexual power over men

6. She's taken.
do i need to explain on this? haha.. just do your homework to save urself frm a lot of humiliation and embarrassment.

whatever it is, accept rejection and move on.. there is no need to feel demoralised heart broken or anything.. make new friends will make u feel better.. but there is still no harm being her friend..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 11:33 AM

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

someone told me that my blog is so boring!!! ermmm... lemmi see wad i can do wif it.. so fer the start, i'll give u guys 10 ways to get over ur ex.. you dont need to follow all.. just take which is useful.. :) if any of u guys need my advice.. just post ur qn at my tag board aight!! hehe..

1- Take her off that pedestal
Don't idolize her and build her up into something great. She is nothing of the sort. So don't gaze lovingly at pictures of her. Don't jump to answer her e-mail or phone calls. And definitely don't go out of your way for her. She no longer deserves preferential treatment.

2- Get closure...
It's essential to definitively end any hopes of reconciliation between the two of you. And if you can't get that into your head, she owes you the courtesy of it crystal clear. She needs to tell you: "I never loved you. I don't love you now. We'll never get back together." After some prodding, she'll probably do it, just to get rid of you. It provides what therapists call "closure." And you can begin to heal.

3- ...then don't contact her
After the relationship reaches finality, you have to break off contact or you will go mad. Don't beg or cry. Don't drunk-dial. Don't write her e-mail. Don't send packages or CDs. Don't dedicate a song to her on the radio. Get the picture? She will find you if she wants to. And even if you can talk your way back into her arms, it's only a temporary reprieve. She already knows you want her back, and she doesn't care. Take that as a sign.

4- Get negative feelings out on paper
Write her a letter pouring out your negative and weepy feelings, then disassociate them from yourself. Throw the letter away or burn it. But definitely don't send it to her. You will only regret it. She will show her friends and her new boyfriend. And they will all share a good laugh.

5- Avoid her friends & the places she hangs
Don't venture into her territory. You won't be welcome. Find new places to hang out for the first few months and make new friends, if necessary. If any of your friends insist on maintaining contact with her, you may have to shut them out, too -- at least temporarily. After some time has passed, you should go back to living normally, and that means hanging out at these places and reconnecting with mutual friends.


6- Throw away anything that reminds you of her
You don't have to burn it all, but definitely get pictures, gifts, clothing, letters, and e-mail out of your living area, or at least out of your line of vision. If that means giving away roughly half of your wardrobe to get rid of the memory of her, so be it. As a rule of thumb, if the object makes you think of her, discard it. This can save your sanity.

7- Don't try to get your stuff back
Unless it's a diamond ring or something that's one-of-a-kind, you're better off not contacting her to get it back. DVDs, clothes, your extra toothbrush... just let 'em go. They're only possessions. Is it really worth the pain of being in her presence just to reclaim a pair of boxer shorts? Don't exchange your dignity for menial belongings.

8- Hang out with your friends
Let your buddies give you a reality check on how your ex wasn't all that to begin with, and that there are more fish in the sea. A little male camaraderie can go a long way towards getting your head straight. We've all been detonated by a woman before and most of us will likely get detonated again.

9- Exercise your newfound freedom
Freedom is always intoxicating. There's a world of activities you can partake in that you were never able to enjoy because your "other half" didn't approve. So indulge. Travel. Build a model ship. Go hiking. Play video games on your computer. Watch TV all weekend. Do anything you want. Why not start boxing? Ideally, you want to find an activity that allows you to release your anger and alleviate stress.

10- Remember the bad times
If you feel nostalgic, then think of all the times she was a bitch to you. That should do it. Remember the time she made you wait by the dressing room as she endlessly tried on clothing? Or the time she reminded you not too drink too much in front of your posse? Nobody wants that back.

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 11:08 PM

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Friday, July 08, 2005

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 2:55 PM

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

slacking in club hse doing nothing.. plan to go all my class today.. dunno if i will fulfill it.. ahaha.. got OOP test justnow.. shd be able to pass.. not that easy and also not that bad uh.. :) but 1 thing that make me wonder here is that sometimes.. even the smallest thing happened ard in chse, it will get spread so quickly.. i dun mean to complain but i do need privacy.. but most of it is just rumour which have no basis.. it's like every move that i made is being watched.. it's so suck!! haha.. i'm not angry.. cuma uncomfortable jer.. some things are not meant to be known.. and btw, please do not spread rumour that can lead to ppl getting heart broken.. i dun play wif anyone's feelings...

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 12:46 PM

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

guess wad!! i when i eat my mee soto frm canteen 1 at my sch.. i found cockroach in my noodle.. ish.. ewwwww!!! haha... lemmi show u the photo..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:26 PM

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

wee..!! best2.. semalam tak datang club hse semua org cari seh.. suker suker.. hehe.. actually i didnt come to skool cos i've no class.. ye lar.. selalu datang club hse sampai semua tanya seh.. and some ppl gimmi name fer it.. "penunggu club hse".. haha.. cos everytime ppl come, the sure can see me.. it is like my 2nd home.. but yesterday dun feel like coming ar.. dunno y.. so i went out.. chill kat... ermmm.. guess where? esplanade!! ahah.. mcm mendak gitu kan.. tapi nak buat mcm mana.. nak gi tempat lain mcm malas gitu.. gi sana.. duduk mcm budak bodoh.. then balik.. kekeke.. actually tak bodoh sgt ar.. pasal byk memories kat situ.. i mean.. dulu aku pon suka lepak2 sana.. ngan ehem-ehem.. ekek.. ok ar.. tu jer.. cuma nak explain mana aku gi.. hehe

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 5:45 PM

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Monday, July 04, 2005

i saw this at my friends blog and decide to see if this really werk..
and guess wad.. it really tell me the truth bout myself.. haha common... give it a try

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
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KaiTina
UPDATED @ 10:45 AM

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

i've not bloggig lately.. not because nothing happened but just that i'm so so lazy to write.. serious! its just that my life nowadays getting more and more suck! i mean i'm been skipping almost all lectures.. tutorials and practicals.. i just dun have the mood.. i mean wen ever i'm alone.. i feel so lost.. i just like to slack ard in the club hse cos i feel more comfortable there wif frens ard.. to talk wif.. to joke wif.. i'm just not used to be alone.. the feeling to be alone is really really.. ish.. i just cant find the word.. its like suddenly i've to be alone.. i cant remember the last time i'm alone.. real alone.. in sec sch i have mud, ash, apit, wan.. and the others... play soccer after skool.. go out on the weekends.. catch movie.. bbqs.. then wen i went to np.. i met tina.. we became an item.. so close that alot ppl noe us.. ish.. so sweet.. but that led me to another qn.. am i really dun care bout her? i mean we always together eat together.. go chse together.. ish.... it hard ar.. really2 hard fer me to accept the fact we are not together.. but on the other hand, i did it cos i think that's the best fer both of us.. dun tink i need to elaborate.. just that sometimes when ppl asked y we break, i will just say we are nt meant to be together.. but the fact is that there is alot of things happened in our relationship.. and one qn that i really dunno how to answer is that will both of us gonna be together again.. i really cant answer.. okie.. i noe i'm too ego to accept the fact that wad ever had happened is because of me.. my ego.. let just stop here.. i mean when ever i talk abt these stuff, i really feel down.. feel like crying.. i mean we are almost going to celebrate 2nd year anniversary and this happened.. but i have to move on.. and i think i did.. wheather we gonna be together again or not.. i will let time to decide..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 7:57 PM

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

i'm back!! haha.. nothing to do.. so i tot i just wanna write whats going in my head.. most of the times i wonder y ppl change.. i agree we need to change.. but sometimes y ppl change for the worst? shdnt we change cos we want something better?? i really dunno if i've changed.. i only realise i'm more open now as in talking to more ppl.. gurls or guys.. more close to ayie.. make new frens wif rizal.. some freshie like wan.. and all those ppl.. then since my break up.. ppl ard me begin to talk to me.. esp the gurls.. it's not because i became more good looking but because in the past i dun talk to all gurls cos i dun wan to hurt tina.. and also they dun want that to happen.. so most of the time we will have casual chat.. but now, all of them are more open.. then i just get hooked to neo prints.. ahah.. kinda fun.. but i dun dare to touch on the decoration part.. i just can do it lar.. haha.. been skipping class nowadays.. still waiting fer my warning letter.. i just realise something.. what make us change is partly is the company we are with.. if we like to mix wif ppl who like to talk abt other.. we will end up like them.. and if we were to mix wif bimboos, we gonna be like them too.. our frens will influence us.. just hope that my frens like ayie.. yaty.. dila.. dee.. will influence me in a good way.. i dun wan to be label as hypocrite.. double faces.. 'berbual world' and all other nagative werds.. i want to be myself.. i dun wanna change fer the werst.. and if i have, as my frens.. plz guide me to the correct path..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 10:31 AM

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someone ask me why i've not been blogging lately.. i said i've nothing to write abt and he said.. just write rubbish lah.. haha.. but the actual fact most of the time, i only blog at most once a week.. he's a funny chap that i just noe frm drama.. funny.. try to be shy wif gurls.. but he's nice.. who is he? better do some observation aight.. haha.. ermm.. last week got nothing much to say except for the weekend.. lemmi summarise my weekday/skoolday.. as usual, it damn boring..! i only love the part after skool.. i mean thats when the fun time starts.. being my own self.. cracking jokes.. talking craps and all those stuff.. then of coz the best day for the week is friday.. drama day..!! always look forward.. thats when i can forget what ever is in my head.. being someone else.. like what syura said before.. being naked.. but this week without abg azhar, we did smting different.. asyurah already have things for us to do.. and we get good respond.. esp frm the freshie.. phew! nothing great to talk abt on saturday.. cos i've to stay at home and tidy up my room.. and later went to khairul place and overnite there.. sometimes i just wonder what makes his place so special that i will find peace in his room.. taking crap with him... playing games.. blast off the radio.. wistle at the gurls at the opposite flat.. ermm.. enuff of khairul's place.. so the next day i went to meet 4 of my buddies.. went to jurong point to watch madagascar.. it have been so long since the last i watch cartoon at cinema.. i really enjoy the show so much and touched by their friendship bond.. see.. i told u.. i really gt nothing to write.. haha.. so wait for my next time i blog k.. tata..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 9:29 AM

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Monday, June 13, 2005

whoa.. this is my most boring day in sch!! haha.. the whole day i was at library.. till 5.. i went to get my new lens cos the colour one torn already.. it me wonder how the lens torn? it always in my eyes pe.. then i end up buying the normal one.. budget ar.. after that i was like lost ar.. dunno wad to do.. then mat msg me if i want to meet him kat JP.. haha.. so mcm pucuk dicinta ulam mendatang.. i went to meet him.. haha.. as usual wen we meet.. the main topic... bikes and soccer... imagine sit down at coffee bean for 3 hrs.. frm 1 topic the another.. ermm.. then we also plan for the upcoming bbq next mth.. the foods.. the pit and the date.. anyone wanna join? hehe.. ermm.. the bbq is just for us to get together.. it have been so long since our last gathering.. if i'm not wrong 12th may 2003.. i remember it's on my birthday.. miss all the fun time together.. apit with his lame jokes.. azam takut hantu.. we can talk till morning without sleep.. hehe.. enuff of the bbq thinggy.. so basically for today the fun part start at 7.30 when i meet mat.. thanks so much bro.. he come to cheer me up when he can go home to see him mum instead.. hehe.. just hope u wont say only wen i need u, i'll look for u.. good nite everyone!! luv ya

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 11:38 PM

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

hey guys.. u must be wondering why i redirect you to this new site.. i'm not using the previous one anymore.. i just want to forget wad happened and start a fresh chapter of my life.. i dun want to counter back wad she said.. cos quiet doesnt means i'm wrong.. so frm now on i will start posting here... anyway.. these few days my life havent been so smooth and the only place for me to talk out is my buddies... thanks to them.. without them, i'm just nobody.. just kai.. the next door boy.. hopefully now i can spend time with ppl who deserve more.. to ana, i'm so sorry.. i have no time for u since the past 2 yrs.. i just want to spend good time before i finish my school and enter NS.. put the bitter chapter of my life aside and enjoy as much as i can..

KaiTina
UPDATED @ 6:53 PM

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